Another New Beginning Month 3

February has come and went....even blessed with an extra day. Leap Day. This past month I focused on Imagine. Imagine change. One statement on my page- "My focus this year is to achieve optimum healt,h deepen my spirtual connection, and have some fun."
I imagined being physically, emotionally and spirtually closer to my family. I felt like I was struggling with imagining. I got a book at the library called, "The Spark". It is Cirque Du Soleil and what goes on behind the scenes. Cirque Du Soleil is an awesome desplay of imagination collectively brought together in a show. I pray that we will stay the Power of Three and bring together great things by the power of our collective imaginations.
I'm continuing to work on my imagination in mediaation and to believe in my ability to manifest. I feel believing in my ability to manifest has been a weakness.
I went to a Sacred healing class and had reiki proformed by a healing master. The experience was very good. I shared with her my need for emotional and spirtual healing. Everytime I think of you girls and Jude I bust into tears....on the drop of a dime....anywhere...in public places. It's such an overwhelming longing to be with you. Pam, the reiki instructor shared that as long as Im making the longing so overwhelmingly strong then I keep stopping the universe from working in the area. I really felt good positive energy throughout me when I had the session done. Pam asked if I exercise, she was sensing something. I said I dance alot. And though I didn't mention it, perhaps its the half hour of power dedicated to the power of three vibrating through me when I exercise.
Joelle, she asked it I kept stones by my bed. I told her about the selenium that you gave me. She said that was good for me. I keep it on my alter during the day and go to bed with it at night. She said that I should get a rose quartz, I immediately pulled out the stone that James gave me. She told me 'get a bigger one'. I'm looking for a large shpere to keep on my alter. Pam assured me that my chakras are all open that I have positive energy grounding me....I just need to believe in my ability to manifest.
So that is what I leave February with and take to MARCH forward....believing in my ability to manifest what I want.
Also, the leader of the Sacred Healing class is Dominique. He asked if anyone would join him in a medidatating diet. I voluntered. For this month I will be VERY mindful of my consumption and meditate often about eating and send good vibes into my food.