Sunday, May 27, 2012

Where my girls at

YO yo, I know my phone might not always be working but on the sidelines I still be a working towards our goals that we set as power of 3 I dont have much to say but I will let you know That I love my family deeply Aight have a good night sleepy.

Wednesday, May 23, 2012

Post Party Melancholy

The Power of Three was beautifully reunited this past week and now we are out on our own again, sowing seeds for the future harvest. I have this empty feeling, a slight sadness, missing my sister and my mother already. I'm so grateful for my wonderful little baby boy. I can never really feel alone because I have the most precious being always around me. But I still miss my girls. I am looking forward to the magnificent outcomes that await us being reunited in Montana. I have visions of a beautiful community, lots of land, and plants, and animals and people, and music and crafts and love and laughter and music and dancing. I long for that utopian society where sharing and love flourish. As humans I don't think we were ever really intended to spend so much time alone and inside. But I cherish the time we spend together and I also embrace the moments of solitude, quiet, and even boredom. I'm grateful for my family and the power of three. I'm grateful for change.

RIP Julius Martin

Today was the passing of a wonderful soul-from Earth into "the other dimension, heaven, the other side, etc." He was a man with a large family full of a lot of love. We all learned a lot from his time here with us, and we wouldn't be here if it weren't for him....at least as the people we are today, in these bodies that we are in. Thanks Julius for being here, sharing these times with us. We pray that your crossing was peaceful and without fear. May the warm, loving white light engulf and protect you and guide your way on. We love you Grandpa and we will miss you....until we meet again :) Thank you for being a model example of marriage and loving your family, and sticking things out through thick and thin. Almost 66 years with Grandma. What a special gift. Not many people can brag about being married that long. Congratulations Mrs. Moe! I'm so happy that Grandpa got to be there for you, at your impromptu wedding, allowing his blessing to show upon upon you. It was all so magical. The setting sun, the family and spirit of the whole event, the originality, and pumping rock wedding music from Aunt Judy's ride! That was awesome. Probably the best wedding I've attended. Thanks for letting me be apart of that great experience. I'm so happy for you Sis, and I pray that the hands of the Divine are upon you and bless your marriage for all the days to come, til death due you part. You were a beautiful princess bride! Now let's see what magnificent outcomes we can create in this new season of life. Spring is here, the plants, and animals, and Earth, are awakening and giving life. It's a joy and wonder to experience. I love it here in Montana. How blessed I am to live in this gorgeous place. The protecting mountains and the big sky, and enchanting sunsets. Well actually the enchanting sunsets are really in Arizona and New Mexico.But they aren't too shabby here either. Today we did see a rainbow. I said a prayer and a wish. Blessed Be. Power of 3. Shall not cease. But multiply and continue to be. For the highest and utmost cause of the Divine. May our footsteps be guided and are ego left beside us, may we love one another, and live in community and harmony, thanks for your undying love and protection. Amen.

Chaos

Gabrielle Roth's 5 Rhythms have been calling to me since I first danced them. Chaos may be the one that I struggle with the most in my life, and perhaps that is because our society thrives on chaos. We are continuously bomabarded with chaos.It seems that our minds are always buzzing around, overloaded with stimuli and information. I love how she says that we need our feet to ground us, otherwise we get too carried away in our heads and the chaos. Our feet will ground us and return us to our roots. And so we dance. I came across a wonderful quote from George Bernard Shaw. The same guy he is accreddited with "Life isn't about finding yourself, it's about creating yourself. His other quote that I love is "If you can't get rid of the skeleton in your closet, you'd best teach it to dance." Healing and reconnecting through movement. What a concept. Rather than sitting and dwelling on our problems, issues, frustrations, anger, grief, sadness, why not get those bad boys on the dance floor and shake things up? Another quote from Einstein "A problem cannot be solved in the same state of consciousness in which it was created." So how much sense does it make to sit in our same frame of mind and try to solve problems. Maybe sometimes we need to get out on the dance floor, or our living room floor, and dance and sweat and allow ourselves to enter a different state of awareness. In letting our mind be still, and by allowing our bodies to do the movement, we can enter another awareness, and free ourselves. I am dedicated many of my 30 minutes a day to dancing, because it is so enjoyable, and freeing and powerful and healing. "Don't let no one steal those dancin shoes....cuz those shoes will take away those blues!" Song by Katch A Fire. Love you girls! Power of 3~

Saturday, May 5, 2012

Magnificent Outcomes

Today is my 28th day of practicing the book "Magic"...which aka is gratitude. For 28 days I started my day with reading a chapter that addressed something that I could focus my attention on-- atention with gratitude. Each morning I made a list of 10 blessings in my life. And I prayed a "thank you, thank you, thank you" over them. Then I left the house on a gratitude hunt. I searched for things to be grateful for. At times, I would sent some magic dust someone's way.... meaning I sent out gratitude for them. Perhaps it was a stranger that passed me on the street and smiled at me or it was some one who let me cut into the traffic. 28 days of writing...I wrote the 'Count My Blessing' assignement on big index cards and taped the to my wall in my bedroom around the words "Life is not about finding yourself. Life is about creating yourself." Through gratitude I am creating. I love reading the red and praying for the power of Jesus' words. Jesus said in Mark 4 24-25. "With the measure you use it, it will be measured to you-and even more. Whoever has will be given more; whoever does not have, even what hie has will be taken from him." So what is the 'it' Jesus is referring to. It is in the context of the Parable of the Sower. What you sow- spread around- is what will grow more of. What you don't spread around and pocket away will be taken. What is it.... gratitude, love, money, - anything we have that if we give it 'plant it' it has the ability to grow and multiply. I tell myself:"If I don't have it- get it!" "If I've got it, give it!" If I don't have love - get it. If I have love , give it. If I don't have gratitude, get it! If I have it- give it! If I don't have gratitude- get it! If I have gratitude- give it! I have to say, I feel good about myself having dedicated- faithfullly- consecutively 28 days is a row. Sticking with something this kind of dedicated has been far and few between in my life. But my eyes have been opened. I realized how ungrateful I am for soooo many little things in my life. How much there is to be grateful for. Girls, I have so much more to say, but I have to get on my grateful way right now. Know that I am sooooooo grateful for both of you....and you don't even know it! Much Love, Mom

Friday, May 4, 2012

Girly Glam Time.

Yay new clothes shopping! I just got back from walmart where I got quite the haul. I channeled joelle and got two long skirts! Which I love. I can not wait to leave for Michigan tomorrow. Well I don't have much else to say just wanted to check in. Love you guys.

Wednesday, May 2, 2012

New Carpet :)

Oh I love fresh starts. Today we got new carpet put in and I just love how simple things like that can make you feel like a new creation. Last night we didn't eat the casserole because the house was in complete disarray having everything put in the kitchen for this morning. So that's what we're having for dinner tonight. I am so excited to go to Michigan and see everybody. But more excited for everybody to meet the love of my life. lol. I'm going to get an excellent workout in today. Because once the carpet layers leave I'm going to be putting everything back in order. And re-organizing. Sometimes I think I must be crazy because I love organization so much. I have been thinking a real kick ass job could be a personal organizer. You know instead of a cleaning company, rich people would hire me to clean out the nooks and crannies of their cluttered homes. Any who. Hope you're both having fantastic spring days!

Autumn Sausage Casserole

It may be spring but for dinner I'm making Autumn Sausage Casserole in my favorite kitchen appliance... a crock pot LOVE<3 Brandon bought me this crock pot cook book. Its written by a woman that used her crock pot every single day for a year (and BLOGgedabout it! lol). It's got some great stuff. Some things I've already made... Cowboy stew, Chicken pot pie (B made this one, it was amazing), Buffalo chicken lasagna, BBQ Chicken and cornbread. YUM. Some meals coming up on the menu... Baked spinach and cheese noodles, cheeseburger soup, Shepherds pie, and Quinoa casserole. (my pics wont upload :( Hopefully coming soon)

Tuesday, May 1, 2012

Fresh Start

Alright it's a new month and we're up and going. We have a beautiful new blog design (if i do say so myself). Joelle's back safely. And in no time at all we will be together in person! yay. So my vision page for May is all about "Experiencing new things. Being spontaneous. Wonder. What did you do today??" So this month I dedicate myself to try at least one new thing a day. Whether its an exercise, recipe, clothing style, make-up color, anything and everything. If it's new and fresh to me that's all that matters. So I'm going to go and live my life and see what comes up. Love YOU!